Lamb

I am a survivor of a technologically advanced and horrific form of torture that interfaced with the nervous system. It is a tragic fact that good people are sometimes targeted - even to be tortured - because they are good; be it for a myriad of reasons.

This has happened for thousands of years: some just cannot bear seeing or hearing what is aligned with light; they cannot bear those who are kind, good people. Perhaps because it reveals what they don't want seen inside their own self, even though all they had to do was come into the light themselves to be free of what holds them back.

The details of what I endured are not appropriate to speak or write about; they are a horror no one should ever even have to read.

A side-effect of this torture was a constant state of hyper-vigilance - that endures to this day - and, effectively, complete neurodivergence that eventually stabilised.
As with other types of physiological healing, my brain then became exceptionally resilient and strong. The advantage is that my brain works much faster and more acutely than most people's and is able to detect what is not normally consciously noticed, enabling me to learn about the unconscious in ways others can't and study behaviour and reaction patterns with a deep understanding.

A few methods I developed based off others' methods who had survived torture; I augmented them and went further to develop a number of quick and easy-to-use practical resources that can be applied anytime, anywhere, by anyone; many with little to no material cost.

This resource is free; it is 'All Access' and is here to help recovery so that survivors can recover to thrive, be free, and once again enjoy living. Even if there are still after-effects from past abuse that may linger, they can be dealt with so that what was done only makes them stronger.

Lamb

I use 'Lamb' here as a simple alias to protect my identity for obvious security reasons due to what I have been through. I do not provide identifiable information and am unable to receive messages for these security reasons.

A lamb does not lead, but they are a lamp, even in the darkest of places. That light is never overcome.

Talitha Koumi

‘Talitha koumi’ is the Aramaic phrase Yeshua (known as Jesus to most people, which is a Greek form of the name that the Hebrews would not have used) said to the 12-year-old daughter of Yairus when he raised her from the dead, as recounted by the witnesses who were there at the time.

It is sometimes written in English slightly differently such as ‘talitha koum’, ‘talitha cumi’, or ‘Talitha qumi’. The Aramaic is the same.

It means literally “girl/little girl, arise/awaken”. ‘Talitha’ in Aramaic has linguistic links to ‘lamb’ and its use is as a tender term of endearment, so in essence it also means “lamb, arise”.

We were all at one stage children and every one of us carries that nature to some degree all through life. It doesn’t end at 12, 16, 18, 20, 25, 30, or 40; it is always there. Where there has been trauma, a person often needs help to arise, just like a little child. It is an appropriate phrase to use to help anyone, of any age, of any gender... any being, to arise out of pain, trauma, and even an effectual death while alive.

Yeshua gave only light, love, and compassion to people because he understood that when you are entirely aligned with light and life, not even the darkness of death can overcome you.

"Yahweh is light; in him there is no darkness at all."